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I am Spirit's faithful conduit: We Could all use a lovely symbolic "love note from heaven", this NOW. So here's everyone's card, no matter when you see it (for myself as well).
Well hey, you can't make this stuff up! :-) Now we clear our space, inner and outer (while holding space for others, sacred space), and set ourselves free in any way we may perceive we are not (or where we need to let go of people, situations, anger, sadness, lack-energy of any kind) and set free/release All stagnant, unhealthy energy in all forms from our lives. May we remember to Put on our oxygen mask first before assisting the other. Let us not over work our brains or physicality. May we rest.
If you're feeling unbalanced, remind yourself of something that lights your heart up, and keep feeding thoughts in the flow of that which you love and appreciate. You are right where you are to be. Good time for listening.
Write yourself a love letter.
Happy FULL MOON!
Here's today's reading for everyone (including myself) as I was guided by my Angels and guides to share! The first card is "River and Stream: Flowing and Evolving", from Ted Andrews. Rivers and streams follow the path of least resistance. They adjust to the environment that the river of Life takes us where it will. Flow downstream; do not resist by going up against the choppy waves/current. By going with the flow, we will end up where we each need to be-where it is most beneficial for each, even if we cannot see what is coming around the next bend. Trust in the flow of life! Water and waterways reflect emotions and time/evolution. The past and future is coming together to create this ever flowing ((( Now ))). All that we have dreamed and imagined is flowing into our life, bringing awareness of new rounds and expansions of consciousness.
The next card is "Daffodil: Trust in Your Power (reversed aspect). We cannot expect others to believe and trust in ourselves if we do not. There is a responsibility to use our creativity and innate beauty to influence the environment around us. It is easier to be a follower than a leader, but there are times when we must step up and take charge, so doing (instead of trying) is encouraged. We do not develop confidence in ourselves or Inspire confidence in others if we refuse to acknowledge our own talents and abilities. Things are unclear sometimes because we are not using our creativity while trusting in ourselves. We are recognizing the beauty and power that lives within each of us with this message from the daffodil. The daffodil is the harbinger of spring! A new season is upon us all! Daffodil medicine awakens inspiration and creates and restores the higher self. We must remember that we have more power and creativity in situations than we may believe and with power, comes tremendous responsibility. Each of us need to act on it with trust. When creativity and trusting in our power, we then can allow it all to work for the highest good of all. You and I have more power to change things than we sometimes realize. So, surrender to the divine, and those around us all will respond in kind- as long as we believe and trust in ourselves and our ideas! Examining the Self in a new light is what the daffodil asks of all of us.
The next card from Ted Andrews is with the Pine Tree. Pines and evergreens are coming to highlight our individual and collective emotions, providing protection and easing along the way. Pressures, especially around issues of guilt or shame, are called to attention for healing. Pines teach that so long as we do what we know is right for us, regardless of how others respond, everything will work out for the best. Decisions and choices will be easier to make now with less emotional involvement. Those that have tried to manipulate and apply pressure will be less about opposition or influence. When we do not give in to the pressure of guilt, we serve and will become stronger as it becomes easier to resist going down that chosen path each time, thereafter. So as we can see this card is really saying to make our firm decisions (and yes, even indecision is a whole and complete decision), and to not allow our "people pleasing" parts of the Self appease anyone, anything, anymore. We must do what we want to do from our heart and from our passion, for it is what is needed to be expressed now. FOCUS ON YOUR PASSION!
From these three cards, I can see that yes, we all know that we're flowing and evolving. It is now time to remember that everything is really simple and easy. That IS flow. By going downstream, we each become a leader of our own life (no matter what people think of us). May we each trust in the power of our creativity and our sovereignty. With this conscious living, balancing the emotions will become much easier while we follow through with this plan of action. True power resides in the ever rippling ((( Now ))).
The topper card is "Reward Yourself," from Doreen Virtue's "Daily Guidance from Your Angels Oracle Cards". It says: "You've been giving a lot of yourself lately and it's time for you to receive. Make the time to reward yourself in a meaningful way. This balance of giving and receiving is essential to keeping your energy, mood and motivation at a consistently high level."
With balanced giving and receiving, we will feel the balance of our emotion. The bottom card (also from the same deck by Doreen Virtue) is "Assertiveness." It reads: "This situation can be healed gently and with love as you've requested, yet there's also need for your strength and truthfulness with others with the other people involved. We will stand right behind you as you speak your truth giving you strength and guiding your words." As you can see, the Doreen Virtue cards fully support the spread in the middle.
Flowing involves trusting enough in our power and being more in alignment and therefore, more balanced with our emotions. With Mercury, Jupiter AND the Sun being in the zodiac sign of Libra at this time of ((( Now ))), we are also synergistically being called to find balance, order and fairness as we relate with our-Self and others. Venus, which rules lovely Libra (Venus being about love, relationships, REWARDS, abundance and self-worth) is also energetically saying in this astrological transit that this is a highlighted time for all of us to effortlessly align with the beauty, softness, courageousness and Power of who we know we are and whom we are each becoming. Like the Lotus from the muddy water, may we continue to arise, flinging off any mud that remains and bask in the bright light. Remember as a side note, that "No" is a whole and complete sentence. Do only what you feel is right and you will never be led astray from what your Soul truly desires, this hour, day, month, year- in this life- or any other.
This layout is true in the here and ((( Now ))) of whenever you see it. :)
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»Focus on Your Passion!«
~When we focus on our passion, the Angels and Spirit guides (and truly, the All/ Spirit as a collective whole) tell me that we are then following our truest form of all truth. When we follow our passion, we, without equivocation or doubt, become at One with Source/Creator because we are creative beings and we are co-creative beings with one another. So it can be said that when we are creative, we are then "in the zone" or "in the vortex" with Creator/Source/ God/Goddess/Mother-Father GOD/Universe, where we are at the pinnacle of feeling totally at one with our source (no matter what it is or how we view or identify source energy). The very act and being present and feeling that closeness to source (closer than close- which we always are)-that is our "Zen moment", "Divine Peace alignment" or that is the moment where our truest passion comes to life. ~When we allow our passion to come to life, joyously overflow with abundance uninhibited and allow it to be imbued in everything we say, do, think and feel (with the highest and greatest of intentions), we create powerful energy, worldy, lofty energy into whatever that which we are saying, doing thinking and/or feeling. Passion is part of all of our missions on Earth, no matter what our life's purpose may be. To do all that leads you with great passion, on purpose, is to move with reverence, joy and the spark of creation even more intensely. Passion, they say to me right now as I'm writing this, can be said as this: Passion is when you care so much with so much love, that the eternal flame of love within you burns so brightly, that nothing else matters but to express yourself in the here and now (which is where all of your power really is). ~They make it clear here, that if there is any part of you that feels passion equals suffering, that in itself is just a belief and is not what they wish to convey. Passion is, in seven words: Being in alignment with your loving truth.
What will you express or create with your focused passion?
Back in 2012, I underwent a dark night of the soul experience in the fall time where I allowed what others thought of me to dictate my professional and light-worker behavior, actions and in-actions. I was stifling myself as a creator and co-creator by limiting myself (depleting my light) due to one or two negative comments on several of my youtube channel videos at the time.
"YOU AS CREATOR" helped me re-align with my truth and set me on a path of remembering and reclaiming my authentic self and vision- to become more visible and public no matter who thought or said what about my work.
Interesting to note, that I "accidentally" ran across his website when I was on An astrology page, when all of a sudden, my Web browser opened his website. Funny how Angels work (they love to help us even through the use of our electronics, because All is Energy)! I was specifically guided to purchase his "You As Creator" MP3 and .pdf with affirmation and my life was happily never the same.
I reclaimed and remembered whom I've always been and he had helped me see where I was allowing untruth to cloud my sense of my worth and work. I'm sharing this, for any one of you who may have forgotten just how much your message REALLY matters, even if others don't agree with you.
I'm happy to be a portal member as of tonight, as his free and paid works have helped me tremendously understand how I could allow myself to believe in Who and What I am and that my message is bigger than any critic. Great job, Lee.
We cannot teach another what we haven't already been through ourselves. I thank him for revealing his personal struggles and story so others can benefit- if they choose to opt-in. To each their own. A wonderful leader,
Five years ago today, my life forever changed for the better. I came into physical contact with that which I hadn't yet believed in, whatsoever. I'm talking about Angels. Here is an excerpt from my upcoming book, due 2017:
"On October 1st, 2011, I awoke and opened my eyes at 4:00am to be within the whitest and brightest light I'd ever physically seen. When I went to bed earlier (that previous night), I was in a pitch dark room. This room, I will add, wasn't even my regular bedroom- It was a guest bedroom I would often sleep in (and one that my friend Anthony had just stayed in, the previous Fall). I had been sleeping in that room throughout the year that followed his stay, because I felt peaceful in that room ever since he occupied it. I continuously dubbed it, within my head, "The White Room".
Back to October 1st: I awoke very gently to the whole entire room being so illuminated with white light, that I decided to pick up my head and face the doorway (which was on the opposite wall from where my head was facing, previously asleep on my left side which also had me facing a window). When I did so, the light begin to disappear all at once, from a 360 degree radius- beginning from in front of my face and all around my head (including my peripheral vision), unanimously flowing in a uniform manner, until this vastness of light formed into a floating ball of light that was hovering about a foot and a half down from the ceiling (in the corner, next to the door). I then was looking onto a big 3-D Sphere of intense, bright light -unto itself, with the former darkness all around me. The ball then concentrically, from the outside inward, dissipated right in front of my very own eyes until the entire room was dark again, as before.
Like many of you, I'd grown up in a system and society where we have been told that the brain is the most important and dominant part of us and grew up being trained by science and was therefore very skeptical and left brained in my critical thinking and rational problem-solving. So as you can imagine, it was easy to allow my cerebral thinking to try and make sense of the entire event. While I was not in fear-rather, baffled, I decided that I was going to do an experiment 3 times. I told myself, 'I'm going close my eyes and put my head underneath these covers and I'm going to count to three, and then I'm going to see what happens when I uncover my head and open my eyes and see if this experience I just witnessed, repeats.' I covered my head, counted to three (silently) and then I took the covers off of my head, opened my eyes, and the light was there just the same as before: All around me. I can only explain this light and experience as being like someone had put up the biggest and brightest light fixture (fit for a movie set) right up to my window and I was cheek to cheek with the bulbs. The same exact thing happened: All the white light around me coalesced at once- again forming into this ball of white light hanging just below my ceiling in the corner opposite me. This ball remained the same size: About the size of a basketball, floating stationary. This ball again faded unto itself within seconds and the darkness returned. Yes, the ball disappeared and it was pitch black again. I said 'Okay! I'm going to put the covers over my head, close my eyes and count to three once more- because surely there must be a car coming from the street facing my window and the car's headlights must be shining on my wall... somehow illuminating the entire room.' Although I have never known for any such thing to happen with this room before, you can see how desperate my mind was trying to put this experience into a categorized, logical explanation for what I was experiencing. So I counted to three. I took my head out from under the covers again and the same exact thing happened when I opened my eyes.
I tried this ONE more time. THIS time, I was going to wait and hear for a car coming down the street in the direction of said window, and take the covers off my head, open my eyes and see if I saw it all over again. So I did this and timed it perfectly. I tore off my covers, opened my eyes at the very moment I calculated someone's headlights would be able to enter the room via the window (albeit, a 2nd story window I'd NEVER seen light from the outside enter into...) and when I opened my eyes: Total darkness. Just as when I had gone to sleep, some 5-6 hours prior. This particular day I was prepared to be awake 2 hours from then, at 6am, to get ready and get everything set for a jewelry show at a local venue I was doing. After this experiment, I went peacefully back to sleep.
All day, I didn't tell anyone about what had happened. I both brushed it off and at the same time was still trying to figure it all out in my mind to no avail or satisfying explanation as to what had occurred and how (or why). When I came home from my long day, I called my friend Anthony (whom I considered to be THE most REAL and spiritual person that I could think of to ask about what had happened. He told me that when he slept in that room, he had engulfed it with bright white light for protection (as well as my entire house) and proceeded to explain that wherever he goes to stay as he travels the world, he would always encompass himself in his room, the whole space and land in bright white light for protection. I said, 'Okay then, I had just experienced what he had left there, and that is what it was and it is what it is.' Very dismissive. Still not personally satisfied.
Two weeks later, I was scheduled to be doing pre-makeup looks on people for Halloween, because I was a makeup artist as well. I ended up getting ill for the first time in years, so as I was on the mend (but still not taking appointments). I found myself in the fourth week of October, all better, on my computer. That day, which I never recorded, I'm on my computer in my office and my eyes looked at the clock on the PC. I saw 11:11am. I had been seeing 11:11 for about 4-5 months by then, and I said to myself, 'I've got to look that up; I wonder what it really means to keep seeing it everywhere like receipts, amounts, on clocks, everywhere, often. I see it all over the place... I wonder how many different opinions and views there are on what 11:11 means.' Some time passed as not only did I not look it up, however, I continued with working on my Facebook like-page... and suddenly...I heard a gentle whisper of a thought within my inner being (as a soft voice which said, "Turn to the left). I looked at the clock on my PC. It was 11:44am. I immediately turned my head to the left. What I saw left me forever changed in a whole new way.
I turn my head to the left, which is where the doorway was to enter and exit this office room I was in, and standing in the doorway was a being that was just inches below the top of the doorway itself. This being was as real as you and I , but was glowing an amber, honey-golden color. It was an androgynous figure, although I felt it was female, and I was looking at its clothing which was an intricate lace dress. I then looked at the face, a face with an expression of a gentle smile, lovingly gazing upon me. I then noticed the hair, which came down in length about 5-6 inches or so below the shoulders, and the hair was flowing from behind the being. I can still, up to this very now, describe it like the hair and dress was flowing from a "cosmic wind" behind the being. In total, I must have been staring at this loving being for less than three total seconds. It felt like an eternity. If I had to quantify the time in another way, it was as if I was in a no-time space that may as well have been ten minutes worth of studying (in human-sequential time). I saw every thing about this being: Expression, Eyes, Hair, dress, Body, no wings, yes, feet. Yes, super tall. Arms and hands to the side. A divine glowing humanoid, the most beautiful sight i'd ever beheld. As solid and 3-D as you and I. Deep down I knew I was looking at an Angel. My mind said otherwise.
I turned my face back to my PC and said to myself, 'Clearly I've just seen a 'lady in white' apparition ghost'. I then looked back at the doorway and she was gone. I looked on the ground and there was nothing there. I walked through my doorway and re-entered the room. Nothing seemed to be different. Then I got right on the phone and called Anthony. "Anthony! I just saw a ghost, a lady in a white, laced dress- can you help explain what I can or should do?!' I was in a panic. Then I explained how it really looked as I've described here in detail after calming down. I had been so used to seeing ghosts up until this point in my life, that I did EVERYTHING through my mind to rationalize that It had to have been just that even though I knew contrary. Anthony Jerome Chavez said it sounded like I was looking at an Angel. I asked him what I was to do. He said for me to go to the local library and pick up every book that caught my awareness and not to leave until I had a stack of them on whatever I thought I may have been dealing with (and only to pick books that made sense for me to help me make sense of it all). That was the most sage advice I could have ever received for now I understand much more.
Through these books I picked out (and some picked me), I learned how to communicate with my Angels and spirit guides and learned about all the Realms of the Angels, about the Archangels and all the legions of the Angels beyond religion, beyond groups, beyond conditioning, beyond programming from Society, non-denominational information. Straight up Angels without any associations besides the history of where they've come from in man's experience throughout the ages and I learned that they were beings of love and light whom only want us to be happy. I started working with Archangel Michael, Gabriel and Metatron daily. I started praying for the first time in my life.
My mind and consciousness continued and still does continue to expand as I continuously opt-in to learn more and more while I Ask, receive and employ the angels in my daily life. Because of them, I got to meet my first spirit guides, too. When it all began for me... the Awakening I refer to it as... It was like an avalanche. The more I showed I wanted to learn in pure heart, the more experiences I began to have. I learned that this kind of thing (and many other things in life), at least for me, had to be experienced in order to become truth. Needless to say, I learned a lot beginning October of 2011, and because of my hunger for more truth, I keep on learning, expanding, nourishing and remembering that which I've always been a part of and has always been a part of my Soul's journey. Up allllll the way to now, having discovered my own abilities of mediumship, developing that, and to be doing what I do for a Calling... no one is as surprised as I, that I do what I do for "a living".
I never used to believe in Angels and thought they were nice fluffy ideas for hallmark cards and bedtime stories. Oh boy, now I know. And I am forever grateful to work in tandem with them and many more benevolent beings that respect humanity's free will each and every single day, every step of the way, within the Now of the One."
Blessings be, and I hope you've enjoyed knowing more about this one part of my personal story and journey. Look out for my book, in the coming New Year!
. #AngelsHaveHeardYou / www.StevieTRMT.com
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For myself, personally, it wasn't until my Grandmother came through another medium for me that I became aware of the fact that I was struggling in life because I was judging #unconscious others. I was in a stage where I felt very forgiving and that I was someone that didn't judge people (as it turned out, I was judging the people that were closest to me). This was a particularly eye-opening message: That I ought to have #forgiveness,#peace and compassion for those that live unconsciously. Hearing this really turned my whole world around. Not only did I get real to the fact that yes,I was choosing struggle (no one wants to believe they choose to do that when they feel they live so high-vibe) but I also realized a number of other things. One being a belief I had. I believed that to say that some people live or do things in an unconscious manner was a bizarre excuse that allowed others to not take self- responsibility. The 2nd thing I realized was how I placed a lot of #blame on others. Blaming someone or something, a conscious choice, is dis-empowerering. My #truth in the here and now-all of these 7 months later-is that, yes - some people live unconsciously and quite literally "not know what they do". So my message from what I've learned, that I'm sharing here, is to forgive "them" anyway. Let's remember that life is happening for us, not to us. That view is an active conscious choice. May we choose not to take things personally. Everyone and every situation, organization, ( Etc.) has a role to play in our lives. So may we all have #compassion for those who are not choosing to act in a conscious manner. Maybe they show no responsibility for their actions, words or deeds...or even cover their actions up with "just kidding"-while writing them off in some way. Let us personally take the time to thank them as our teacher. Let It Go & move on. This is not to say to "roll over" and just take it like a walking doormat, however, let's move forward. Without judgement. Your #judgements hold you back. This is what I offer to all of you (Us) and this is here for anyone that it may help by me sharing my personal experience. :-) You keep being YOU!
Hi, Stevie T. here, just adding some thoughts and photos with commentary for people of like mind and this website to enjoy :) Namaste!