"On October 1st, 2011, I awoke and opened my eyes at 4:00am to be within the whitest and brightest light I'd ever physically seen. When I went to bed earlier (that previous night), I was in a pitch dark room. This room, I will add, wasn't even my regular bedroom- It was a guest bedroom I would often sleep in (and one that my friend Anthony had just stayed in, the previous Fall). I had been sleeping in that room throughout the year that followed his stay, because I felt peaceful in that room ever since he occupied it. I continuously dubbed it, within my head, "The White Room".
Back to October 1st: I awoke very gently to the whole entire room being so illuminated with white light, that I decided to pick up my head and face the doorway (which was on the opposite wall from where my head was facing, previously asleep on my left side which also had me facing a window). When I did so, the light begin to disappear all at once, from a 360 degree radius- beginning from in front of my face and all around my head (including my peripheral vision), unanimously flowing in a uniform manner, until this vastness of light formed into a floating ball of light that was hovering about a foot and a half down from the ceiling (in the corner, next to the door). I then was looking onto a big 3-D Sphere of intense, bright light -unto itself, with the former darkness all around me. The ball then concentrically, from the outside inward, dissipated right in front of my very own eyes until the entire room was dark again, as before.
Like many of you, I'd grown up in a system and society where we have been told that the brain is the most important and dominant part of us and grew up being trained by science and was therefore very skeptical and left brained in my critical thinking and rational problem-solving. So as you can imagine, it was easy to allow my cerebral thinking to try and make sense of the entire event. While I was not in fear-rather, baffled, I decided that I was going to do an experiment 3 times. I told myself, 'I'm going close my eyes and put my head underneath these covers and I'm going to count to three, and then I'm going to see what happens when I uncover my head and open my eyes and see if this experience I just witnessed, repeats.' I covered my head, counted to three (silently) and then I took the covers off of my head, opened my eyes, and the light was there just the same as before: All around me. I can only explain this light and experience as being like someone had put up the biggest and brightest light fixture (fit for a movie set) right up to my window and I was cheek to cheek with the bulbs. The same exact thing happened: All the white light around me coalesced at once- again forming into this ball of white light hanging just below my ceiling in the corner opposite me. This ball remained the same size: About the size of a basketball, floating stationary. This ball again faded unto itself within seconds and the darkness returned. Yes, the ball disappeared and it was pitch black again. I said 'Okay! I'm going to put the covers over my head, close my eyes and count to three once more- because surely there must be a car coming from the street facing my window and the car's headlights must be shining on my wall... somehow illuminating the entire room.' Although I have never known for any such thing to happen with this room before, you can see how desperate my mind was trying to put this experience into a categorized, logical explanation for what I was experiencing. So I counted to three. I took my head out from under the covers again and the same exact thing happened when I opened my eyes.
I tried this ONE more time. THIS time, I was going to wait and hear for a car coming down the street in the direction of said window, and take the covers off my head, open my eyes and see if I saw it all over again. So I did this and timed it perfectly. I tore off my covers, opened my eyes at the very moment I calculated someone's headlights would be able to enter the room via the window (albeit, a 2nd story window I'd NEVER seen light from the outside enter into...) and when I opened my eyes: Total darkness. Just as when I had gone to sleep, some 5-6 hours prior. This particular day I was prepared to be awake 2 hours from then, at 6am, to get ready and get everything set for a jewelry show at a local venue I was doing. After this experiment, I went peacefully back to sleep.
All day, I didn't tell anyone about what had happened. I both brushed it off and at the same time was still trying to figure it all out in my mind to no avail or satisfying explanation as to what had occurred and how (or why). When I came home from my long day, I called my friend Anthony (whom I considered to be THE most REAL and spiritual person that I could think of to ask about what had happened. He told me that when he slept in that room, he had engulfed it with bright white light for protection (as well as my entire house) and proceeded to explain that wherever he goes to stay as he travels the world, he would always encompass himself in his room, the whole space and land in bright white light for protection. I said, 'Okay then, I had just experienced what he had left there, and that is what it was and it is what it is.' Very dismissive. Still not personally satisfied.
Two weeks later, I was scheduled to be doing pre-makeup looks on people for Halloween, because I was a makeup artist as well. I ended up getting ill for the first time in years, so as I was on the mend (but still not taking appointments). I found myself in the fourth week of October, all better, on my computer. That day, which I never recorded, I'm on my computer in my office and my eyes looked at the clock on the PC. I saw 11:11am. I had been seeing 11:11 for about 4-5 months by then, and I said to myself, 'I've got to look that up; I wonder what it really means to keep seeing it everywhere like receipts, amounts, on clocks, everywhere, often. I see it all over the place... I wonder how many different opinions and views there are on what 11:11 means.' Some time passed as not only did I not look it up, however, I continued with working on my Facebook like-page... and suddenly...I heard a gentle whisper of a thought within my inner being (as a soft voice which said, "Turn to the left). I looked at the clock on my PC. It was 11:44am. I immediately turned my head to the left. What I saw left me forever changed in a whole new way.
I turn my head to the left, which is where the doorway was to enter and exit this office room I was in, and standing in the doorway was a being that was just inches below the top of the doorway itself. This being was as real as you and I , but was glowing an amber, honey-golden color. It was an androgynous figure, although I felt it was female, and I was looking at its clothing which was an intricate lace dress. I then looked at the face, a face with an expression of a gentle smile, lovingly gazing upon me. I then noticed the hair, which came down in length about 5-6 inches or so below the shoulders, and the hair was flowing from behind the being. I can still, up to this very now, describe it like the hair and dress was flowing from a "cosmic wind" behind the being. In total, I must have been staring at this loving being for less than three total seconds. It felt like an eternity. If I had to quantify the time in another way, it was as if I was in a no-time space that may as well have been ten minutes worth of studying (in human-sequential time). I saw every thing about this being: Expression, Eyes, Hair, dress, Body, no wings, yes, feet. Yes, super tall. Arms and hands to the side. A divine glowing humanoid, the most beautiful sight i'd ever beheld. As solid and 3-D as you and I. Deep down I knew I was looking at an Angel. My mind said otherwise.
I turned my face back to my PC and said to myself, 'Clearly I've just seen a 'lady in white' apparition ghost'. I then looked back at the doorway and she was gone. I looked on the ground and there was nothing there. I walked through my doorway and re-entered the room. Nothing seemed to be different. Then I got right on the phone and called Anthony. "Anthony! I just saw a ghost, a lady in a white, laced dress- can you help explain what I can or should do?!' I was in a panic. Then I explained how it really looked as I've described here in detail after calming down. I had been so used to seeing ghosts up until this point in my life, that I did EVERYTHING through my mind to rationalize that It had to have been just that even though I knew contrary. Anthony Jerome Chavez said it sounded like I was looking at an Angel. I asked him what I was to do. He said for me to go to the local library and pick up every book that caught my awareness and not to leave until I had a stack of them on whatever I thought I may have been dealing with (and only to pick books that made sense for me to help me make sense of it all). That was the most sage advice I could have ever received for now I understand much more.
Through these books I picked out (and some picked me), I learned how to communicate with my Angels and spirit guides and learned about all the Realms of the Angels, about the Archangels and all the legions of the Angels beyond religion, beyond groups, beyond conditioning, beyond programming from Society, non-denominational information. Straight up Angels without any associations besides the history of where they've come from in man's experience throughout the ages and I learned that they were beings of love and light whom only want us to be happy. I started working with Archangel Michael, Gabriel and Metatron daily. I started praying for the first time in my life.
My mind and consciousness continued and still does continue to expand as I continuously opt-in to learn more and more while I Ask, receive and employ the angels in my daily life. Because of them, I got to meet my first spirit guides, too. When it all began for me... the Awakening I refer to it as... It was like an avalanche. The more I showed I wanted to learn in pure heart, the more experiences I began to have. I learned that this kind of thing (and many other things in life), at least for me, had to be experienced in order to become truth. Needless to say, I learned a lot beginning October of 2011, and because of my hunger for more truth, I keep on learning, expanding, nourishing and remembering that which I've always been a part of and has always been a part of my Soul's journey. Up allllll the way to now, having discovered my own abilities of mediumship, developing that, and to be doing what I do for a Calling... no one is as surprised as I, that I do what I do for "a living".
I never used to believe in Angels and thought they were nice fluffy ideas for hallmark cards and bedtime stories. Oh boy, now I know. And I am forever grateful to work in tandem with them and many more benevolent beings that respect humanity's free will each and every single day, every step of the way, within the Now of the One."
Blessings be, and I hope you've enjoyed knowing more about this one part of my personal story and journey. Look out for my book, in the coming New Year!
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